Friday, December 18, 2009

How come everything has to have a fuckin light on it now?

Friday, December 11, 2009

I wonder if scientists could pinpoint the exact location in your brain that controls whether or not you like corn.

Lately I have been feeling extra demotivated. I am not sure why. I can tell I am demotivated because I have a screw stuck in one of my tires on my truck. It has a relatively slow leak. I noticed it about a week and a half ago. The tire got really low one day so I aired it back up. That was maybe 5 days ago. I will need to air it back up again soon.

I have certificates on these tires from DiscountTire so all I have to do is basically go there and tell them I have the screw and a leak, and they will fix it for free, or just replace the tire for free if some some reason they can't fix the hole. So, why haven't I gone to get it fixed? No idea, other than I am just demotivated.

Things are taking a turn for the worst at work, and it may ultimately end in my needing another job. The company always makes bad decisions, based on the wrong factors, and I think a lot more of that is about to happen. I would like to blame my demotivation on this, but I just found about the upcoming changes a couple of days ago, well before I discovered the screw in my tire.

I suppose it could be that I hate the holidays. I always kinda get... something... right before the holidays. I am not sad, or stressed, or angry, or any real specific kind of emotion that might cause demotivation. I suppose it could just "a case of the blahs".

Now, before you go yelling curse words at me for using such a retarded phrase, you need to realize that "blah" IS in the dictionary. It means "A feeling of boredom, lethargy, or general dissatisfaction." I suppose this describes exactly how I feel. I have a case of those.

When I was little, this time of year always meant Christmas vacation from school, at which point I generally did nothing but sit around, because it was too cold to go outside and play, so maybe in my head I link this time of year to dullness. Who knows, I am sure a shrink would probably have a field day with stuff like that.

Anyhoo, I don't have to worry about it too much, because I know in a couple of weeks that it will pass, and everything in the universe will align again.

SHIT, I forgot to include any curse words in this post. Oops.